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This is like dream coming true. Don't ask me yet. Nothing is confirmed. Nothing. Guy, but, guys, I'd be so happy if it was to come. Just don't ask me what this is. I was giggling whole way home and people in tram were looking weirdly at me. 
  • Listening to: Celtic Circle
  • Reading: stuff for exams
  • Watching: Adventure Time
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: coffee
tagged by :iconmelody714:
Zasady:
1.Musisz przestrzegać poniższych zasad. - nie zobię tego
2.Musisz napisać 11 rzeczy o sobie.- napiszę tyle ile mi się będzie chciało
3.Musisz stagować 11 osób wstaw ich ikonki do journala. - nie, nie wiem czy oni chcą w ogóle być tagowani
4.Poinformuj tagowana osobę na profilu. - w moim wypadku jest to bezzasadne
5.Bez tagów zwrotnych. -ok
6.Bez sztuczek typu "jeśli to czytasz masz taga". - jak tam sobie chcesz, jeżeli Ci się podoba to staguj się sam

1. Nie uznaję zasad narzucanych mi przez innych ludzi
2. trudno mi odpowiadać na szablonowe pytania
3. wierzę, że ludzie są dobrzy, ale czasem małoskowi i niezbyt inteligentni
4. nie martwię się zbyt wieloma rzeczami, ale chciała bym znaleźć racę, żeby nie czuć się jak zbędny ciężar
5. nie chce mi się wymyślać więcej

my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans::icondevartpirates:
and some others
  • Listening to: One Piece character songs
  • Reading: stuff for exams
  • Watching: FMA brothehood
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: coffee
I've made a master degree in archeology

I'm going to sleep now
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: water
yesterday, I've got last try for exam from Logic. The results are already here. I've failed. At first I couldn't believe it, as I was so sure I've written enough, to pass. Then it stuck me. How could I made such an obvious mistake! Ugh! With that I'm out. Will have to abandon the studies that had been joy of my life?
With all the hard work and stress I've put into this. And the thing is, I'm not even that bad with Logic. In fact, while I'm nowhere near being a prodigy, I find Logic fairy easy.  As it is, well logical.
It's the first important thing, that is (was) important to me that I've royally screwed up.

I'm thinking about taking new faculty Philosophy: Ethics or Philosophy: Public Life. But I really don't know what to do.


On the bright side: I've been to specialist and I don't have breast cancer.

I'm to nervous right now to write my Master degree work in Archeology or even to study.

edit: Ray of hope

I went to University today, I haven't caught the Gollum, but I've met some girls from first year who claimed there's going to be one more possibility for the exam. I hope so much it truth. Even if it's not true it gives me strength to continue, and that I'm needing the most right now.

My Master degree work is about 74 pages long right now. All with tables and bibliography. What you say? Not too shabby.
  • Listening to: Yoshida Brothers
  • Reading: Modern Political Philosophies
  • Watching: My Little Pony...
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: water
I've been tagged by :iconmelody714:

RULES: (wha...? screw the rules)
soo... I suck at life right now
I'm being bit ill, have that time of the... thats not important
So once more, I suck, I have art bloc, writer block, learning block (and hard exams next week), it's my turn to clean the bathroom, I haven't found a job.
Aside from that, I've been on a camping with my year from archeaology, it was fun. Next week I'm going to the Paris, that's awesome, I've never been there before. I'll drop by in the town tomorrow, but only for a moment
So apart from the fact that I suck at life and lost in the Internet everything is perfect.
I have request to draw Takasugi Shinske (Gintama) from :icon6night-walking9: going to it when I hinished wit artblock
  • Listening to: One Piece theme songs
  • Reading: some fabfiction
  • Playing: not playing
  • Drinking: water
Have problems with expressing myself recently, but I'll write because awesome thing happened today. My friend got married. What I mean is: MY FRIEND GOT MARRIED!! I'm so happy for him, because, you know, I had a bit of a problem with him... he... well used to be romantically interested in me, but I didn't shared this filling, you know it's a problem in friendly relationship and it lasted positive years, though it's long gone now. I have been worrying about him, but now I'm happy.
  • Listening to: anime soundtracks
  • Reading: Tehanu
  • Watching: Mad Jack the Pirate
  • Playing: not playing
  • Drinking: water
I have a lecture on Pyrkon - fantasy convention, it's titled "W kuchni u neandertalczyka" (In Neanderthal man's Kitchen") and takes place on Sunday at noon in Sala Naukowa 1 (Science Room 1). It'll be more about food than Neanderthal man.

I need to find job. Soon.

I have all kind of crap I'm falling behind with.

Last chapter of One Piece was A W E S O M E

They try to expel me from my second faculty again - I've done nothing wrong - they just have a mess.
  • Listening to: anime soundtracks
  • Reading: stuff
  • Playing: not playing
  • Eating: nuts
  • Drinking: strawberry milk
STOP ACTA STOP
  • Listening to: Waterboys
  • Reading: stuff to exams
  • Watching: One Piece -till it's sti there
  • Playing: not playing
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: mineral water
:icon6night-walking9: get me premium membership. Surely her goodness is wasted on the likes of me, who have so little  and so meager artistic activity. I'm kinda flattered. I mean, what I should be saying is: "thank you :icon6night-walking9:"

Any ways Christmas is coming, an I still don't have any present, and wost no idea what to make.
Also, there are some artworks I promised to make, but haven't managed yet. What a horrible person I am.

I actually feel more useless than usual, and thats saying something (yes, I am negative, and I need to be kick in the but for that).

oh and I have plenty work to do, but I can't seem to get to actually do anything.

I actually don't even feel depressed about it all, am I changing into mindless zombie dew to some government evil plot?


...

Edit
is it only me, or youtube and facebook broke down?
  • Listening to: Disney songs
  • Reading: The Plains of Passage
  • Watching: One Piece, Beelzebub, Princes TuTu
  • Playing: not playing
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: mineral water
Kocham jesień i wiatr.Jesień to pora wiatru i wewnątrz mnie bardzo głęboko gotuje się euforia

haven't written journal for quite a while, much happend

Thank you all the people


my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans::icondevartpirates:
  • Listening to: marvel vs capcom3 sountrack
  • Reading: some manga
  • Watching: One piece
  • Playing: not playing
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: mineral water
damn it I currently have this inability to draw anything, blast it




my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans:
  • Listening to: Waterboys
  • Reading: Exiles
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: chocolade
  • Drinking: mineral water
yeah, I should be probably somewhere doing something fun, but never mind, better yet: why I'm not drawing? Good question. Anyway I've been walking down the street and suddenly my shirt start to going Marilyn Monroe on me. Why my skirts tend to do it a lot? I've never seen any other girl with such a problem. And hay weather is beautiful, I hope it'll stay that way. As for my skirts... let them, somehow life is more fun that way, I only hope I'll never disturb anyone's driving with sight of my legs



edit:
I wonder whether ninja still lives in the basement (at the place I live), I haven't seen him in ages, but than again that's what ninjas do, right? Not being seen.




my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans:
  • Listening to: old flynn moovies soundtrack
  • Reading: v. comics, The Clan of the Cave Bear
  • Watching: maybe
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: mineral water
When I finish university I'm going to fight Nazis and mummies and I'll be looking for treasures  in forgotten ancient temples in jungles and looking fabulous on the screen. If I fail to accomplish  my study I'm gonna gone pirate, fight overly lawful but greedy and shallow bad guys, looking for treasures in near-ocean caves and look marvelous on the screen. Either way it's gonna be fun... I keep telling myself :D

still one more exam in this sloth

thanks for positive feedback on my fan-comic

my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans:
  • Listening to: old sountracks
  • Reading: deadpool vol 1
  • Watching: noth
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: apples, chockolade,
  • Drinking: mineral water
Exams starts in Monday and in first day I have 2 (from diffrent facuties). I'm not gonna have much time.


The exams are going fine, but now I feel terrible, and tomorrow I have another one

my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club::iconmarvel-fans:
  • Listening to: yoshida brothers
  • Reading: stuffefor exams
  • Watching: Batman TAS
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: apples, chockolade, oranges, nuts
  • Drinking: mineral water
so what happen to me in 2010:
Had taught time during fifth term's exams (Roman Period), got depressed over it but finally got i together and passed, won 6 books during Pyrkon in just one contest. Went on the trip to Lithuania - love Castle in Troki :)
Lost my purpose and get lost in time space,
then got bachelors degree and bought inktense derwent (love them)
went abroad for the whole month(excavations in Yampil, Ukraine), had some adventures, met new people, had strange supernatural experience or just strange state of mind dew to days spend alone in the sun with ancient bones,
than got back Poland, learned my bro and mum got in very serious argument, and my bro was thrown out (they make up but not quite). Shortly afterwards my friend's mum was diagnosed with brain cancer, and it soon turned out medicine can do nothing about it, so everything left is too pray. I'm very worried about my friend, 'cos we basically live in different cities, and I can't be beside him  to help him bear in.
After holiday I started second faculty- philosophy (I have very little time now).
During the year watch some good anime and cartoons, read some manga, an even some books (while home - now I don't read as much as I used to) and star readind "Deadpool"- fell in love with the comic. Improve my drawing skills. Some good parties most memorably last New Years party (tanks :iconellizjum: and all folks who were there :D)

recently got some positive feedback, thanks
I have 6 more works to upload soon


my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm::icondeadpoolfans::iconsea-pirates::iconbamf::iconblue-fuzz-ball-fans::iconnc-luv-club::iconx-men-lovers::icontheladiesofmarvel::iconmercs-with-a-mouth::iconcrayon-lovers::iconderwentartists::iconpencil-crayon-galaxy::iconasl-fanclub::iconfire-fist-ace-club:
  • Listening to: FT and OP sountracks
  • Reading: Arystotele
  • Watching: Katanagatari
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: apples, chockolade, oranges, nuts
  • Drinking: mineral water
yup... I'm still alive, have a lotta to do 'thou so when I'm home I'm too tired to do anything in particular, so now new arts. Not even in mood to correct my writing here. But most important I'll going to Bydgoszcz next week, not this one as I planned. that'll be it
btw I can't log in hitsuzen, don't know why. I don't know whats up.... aaah my brain is more mess than usual

my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates::icondaydreamersrealm:
  • Listening to: Gintama soundtrack
  • Reading: Rangom Marvel comick
  • Watching: Spiderman
  • Playing: noth
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: mineral water
Nothing new by me. I spend whole week watching "Avatar, the last airbender" - it was fun. I also start watching Russian programe "Drugie Novositi" (or something like that) to get more accustomed to the language.
Today I was on a trip to forest in order to collect fungi (edible ones). By the way - my mom is doing better.
I haven't been drawing anything recently, but I still have one work to submit,
There is plum pie in the house so I'm going now, but I'll be back soon :)




my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates:
  • Listening to: Melodick death Metal
  • Reading: Marchia Cienia
  • Eating: plum pie
  • Drinking: mineral water
I had wonderful time during excavation on Ukraine. Our expedition was exploring prehistoric burial mound of jamna culture (early bronze). Free time was short, as we were working about 12 hours per day, but nearly every minute was priceless. I only hated being left alone at our base day after day to clean bones, because after long hours bad things started to happen inside my own head. I'd rather be with everyone at the excavation site.
   At the beginning  of the excavation period I had some time and inspiration to draw (I made to fan arts). But then two vagrants joined our group and life suddenly appeared to interesting to spend any free minute on artistic activities. Unfortunately happen way too much for just a short summary. I only want to thank kind people from Moldavia for taking under their roof three wanderers; poor, lost foreigners (that is me and my two "guardians" on the trip to Moldavia).
   All the people I was working with were very nice, regretfully I wasn't able to come into proper contact with them dew to my lack of language abilities (I don't speak Russian or Ukrainian - I've promised to learn Russian in order to communicate with certain very interesting person).
   What to say more. There were some parties, walks on old graveyards (I'll never forget the time when we went an Jewish graveyard), trips to Busza, Chocim, Kamieniec Podolski (I'm writing all the names in Polish, 'cos I'm to lazy to check them right now). I've also swum in Dniestr.
And one rainy night certain young man told me something very truthful and very important to me. Just thing I as very well aware of but I just needed to hear. Thank you.

   When I returned thing at home... um, turn out not to run well as I was absent. I'm trying to fix them as much at it is possible.

   Today we (me and my brother) are (at last) visiting Adam, our old friend.

   And well, in order to recruit to second degree faculty at University I'm going to Poznań tomorrow evening or Friday morning and I plan to stay till Sunday and go to mangowe on Saturday.  






my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates:
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Reading: just finished "Kłamca 3"
  • Watching: Sengoku Basara 2
  • Drinking: mineral water
I'll be leaving soon
I'm going to be absent for a month
Tomorrow I'm in Poznań, I"m going to drop by at Mangowe for a short while



I've forgot my cell phone XDDDDDDDD

my clubs:
:iconpolishmanga::iconbydgoszcz::iconarchaeologyclub::iconpolska::iconnon-photoshop::iconmeramera-no-mi::iconoppppppppppppp::iconstrongworld::iconfairy-tail-fans::icononepiecepirates::icondrizzt-a-fan-club::icondai-gurren-lagann::iconsepia-lovers::iconmugen-tent::icond-g-m-club::iconwinged-fantasy-club::iconwe-love-star-wars::iconloveocs::iconthe-gintamards::iconwhitebeardpirates:
  • Listening to: Nightwish
  • Reading: Rurouni Kenshin
  • Eating: kogiel mogiel
  • Drinking: mineral water